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Sunday, January 28, 2007

this post contains vulgarities.
and it's a very long post.
specially written for my DEAREST cousin.

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oh great.
my cousin finally went home.
like hell long. she stayed here for no reason lah.

and I almost had a heart attack just now.
she's a fucking good actress mans.
mediacorp should ask her to go and act there.
sure get top10 actress of the year one.

she used my phone and she fucking took my
memory card out without clicking the
' remove memory card ' button.
and cause I never ever took out my memory card before..
she has the fucking nerve to take it out.
and after taking it out, all my pics, music GONE.
she realised that my wallpaper was gone and knew
smth was wrong, she put my hp back on the floor like
no fucking thing happened and went to the room where I was at.

and she was there acting nothing happened and
talk to us happily, asking stupid questions like
' you can wear ear rings to school huh? '
fuck lame.
and I when to the other room to get my hp
when my mum told me she took out my memory card.
I rushed to my hp and found my wallpaper is blank.
I fucking knew what the fuck happened and I went to
my folder(pics) and I fuck cant open the damn file.

and I went to my music file and fuck there's only
1 fucking song which is the Nokia song that is already
there in my hp when I bought it. wtf.
and I was fucking angry, dont know wtf to do.
I explored the whole hp trying to get back all my stuffs
and couldnt get back a fucking thing even when my
memory card is already in the hp already.

I went to the room where she was at and I said..

june: ( in a dont-know-wtf-to-do voice-) YOU TAKE OUT MY MEMORY CARD ISIT?
june's sis - off the music and stare at me.
june's mum - off the sound from the tv and listen.
- slience -
june's nabeh cousin: HUH? ( giving a super fucking disgusting innocent face )
june: * breathe in damn loud and SIGH DAMN FUCKING LOUD *
june: * brush my hair and walks out of the room *

and my mum just brust out of laughter looking at me.
den I sat on the bed, still duno what to do.
and my mum still ask me cannot fix isit? -.-
ok, then I lay on the bed.
I read the memory settings in my hp and
they say if we never click the ' remove mem. card' button
BEFORE removing the card, my card will be damaged
and all my datas in my card will be corrupted.

whole mind was like ' OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD' all the way.
then fucking hell think about my 500+pictures
and 230++ songs. OH MY FUCKING GOD !!!

then there's tears in my eyes lah
thinking about 500+ pictures gone and 230++ songs gone
just makes me feel fucking pissed at her.
and I went go my files again and those pics
FINALLY appear but my songs all still gone.
I fucking remembered that maybe should try
refreshing the whole music file and they
appeared again. omfg, scare the fucking hell out of me can?

and I just cant fucking forget her ' innocent ' face.
never even admit or say sorry. FUCK YOU LAH.
just cant stand pple born in that year.
all same attitude, problem and fucking hate me.
I HATE YOU TOO LAH. as if I love you like that.
fuck.

I damn angry lah. wtf.
I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU !
even my sister find you lame.
you only fucking know how to act can?
only your dearest aunt cant see your true colours lah
the rest of us saw through you long ago.

wake up lah. say my hp lousy.
your hp fucking good meh? think your's good ah?
your phone is fucking lousier than mine lah.
who in the world still put super irritating
KEYPAD sound? her keypad sound is damn
noisy lah. if it's nice I dont mind. ur sound is like
omfg disgusting lah. change to slient lah. fuck.

and you know what kind of things that I fucking hate alot?
- people saying my idol looks ugly/voice not good/ anything bad.
- people saying I'm from China / look like one when I'm not.
- people saying anything about my family.
- people saying anything that I have lousy/not good/ not nice.
- people not saying sorry when they are at fault.
& there's alot more. these are just the main ones.

I can forgive, but I will never forget.
it also means if I cant forget means I cant forgive right?
ok, wtf am I talking about..

I really need a joke :
' what do you call a bear without teeth? '
ans: gummy bear.

ok, I'm all better now. :/

bye World Wide Web !
bye nabeh cousin !
bye friends !

le gra go deo x

send me all your vampires.