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Saturday, March 10, 2007

08 03 2007:

It was day 2 and I was kinda happy and
praying it wil be over soon cause I was dying to go home.
woke up like fuck early because room mates were switching
the lights on and off and slamming the door to take their things
from the second floor, damn inconsiderate.

I woke up, whole body was aching like there's
no tomorrow and I thought my bones were all
gonna crack and fall onto the floor anytime.
That was how bad I felt.

Had rice for breakfast I think.
Did area cleaning and we were supposed to clean
the SMELLEST AND DIRTIEST TOILET IN THE
WHOLE PLACE: DOM 1.
fuck.

I didnt help much in the beginning because there
was nothing much I can do. 12 people helping to clean
2 toilets with 2 brooms and 1 water hose, how you
expect me to have something to do? So I slacked with
Tamana there and she got herself a broom and she
started cleaning the floor.

I stood there watching them clean cause I really have
nothing to do lah! then Sonya who was at DOM 2 or 3
shouted to Cassandra:
Sonya: Take this broom to that model standing there.
Sonya: * points at me *
June: fuck.
Cassandra: * brings the brooms up to me *

yah, so I cleaned the floor together with Qi En and
he was damn hiong, he was like brushing the floor
with alot alot of force and he brushed most of the water
away and I was left with nothing to brush but Sufiyan
poured water onto the floor again so I did helped out.

My hands were still aching and my muscles couldnt
take much longer, that motherfucker hakim came and
check out our toilet and scolded us because the toilet
was still not clean. PLEASE, I went in and the toilet was
like 10 times better than the toilet before we clean it.
YOU SO GOOD AT CLEANING YOU CLEAN LAH !

Then Marcus Chia used his prefume or something
and sprayed the whole toilet. And it the air there was
finally breathe-able. IT WAS SO MUCH BETTER LAH !

Campfire preparation and we practiced our cheers
and motherfucker hakim gave us lyrics to parts of a song
and wants us to sing during the campfire performance too.
He demo the song for us and the windows all cracked.
He was off-key all the way and he still sang so loudly.

Then cooked Maggie mee for lunch and went to
play the team building game. We were supposed to
swing across from the log to a tile using a rope and
I didnt make it there. haha !
Then went to play the abstrailing or whatever that's called.

Abstrailing instructor: Who don want to play?
June: *raises up hand *
Tamana: * raises up hand too *
Instructor: why?
June: hand damn pain.
instructor: why ur hand pain?
June: yesterday kayaking mah.
instuctor: you? ( looks at Tamana)
Tamana: same as her.
instructor: ok..

and so, the both of us and Hannah didnt play.
and Hannah didnt tell him why she didnt want to play
but it's ok, she didnt want to play too.

then, went to play the web thing and the rope thing.
My arm was still in pain of cos and I didnt want
to play those 2 games too. I wouldnt dare to play.
Then the motherfucker hakim saw me and Tamana
sitting there and he ask josephine and frens.

hakim: those two just now abstrailing never play right?
frens: yah.
hakim: *points at 2 pple who were wearing their helmets and all alrd*
hakim: give them your things. (helmets and a thing to wear )
hakim: * takes them* * stretches hand to give us*
June: I dont want to play.
hakim: I dont care, you must play.
June: I dont want, my hand very pain..
hakim: *throws all those stuffs at me *
June: * throws back *
hakim: *throws back at me again*
June: *puts on the floor*
hakim: what you want me to do? how you want me to tell
your teachers about you? I need to write a review at the end
of the day and give to your teachers and do you want me to write
you are a TIMID and quiet girl that never do anything?
*long pause*
hakim: you everything also never do. area cleaning never clean, tha--
june: I GOT CLEAN LOR.
hakim: you area cleaning never clean, that cheers also nver cheer,
abstrailing also never play. everything dont want to do.
June: my hand damn pain lah! I dont want to play PLEASE.
hakim: I dont care.
June: pls lah! I dont want to play.
Tamana: *starts wearing all those stuffs*
June: pleaseeeeeeeee. pleaseeeeeeeee.
hakim: *stares at me *
June: please lah, hand damn pain lah.
hakim: then just now instructor ask who not feelling well at the
abstrailing then why you never say?
June: I got say lor .
hakim: no you didnt.
June: yes I did.
hakim: no you didnt.
Jiamin and her fren: yes! she got say..
hakim: *speechless*
hakim: i dont care, you play that * points at the rope thing*
June: *looks at how high that was * dont want, my hand pain.
hakim: that one dont need to use hand one, just walk. dont
tell me your leg pain now. wear it now.
June: fuck.
June: *start wearing* and shows him a unhappy face.

queuing for my turn.
June: die lah die lah die lah.
June: * wants to cry alrd, but keep forcing those tears back*

my turn:
*starts climbing and want to cry alrd*
June: die die die. sure die this time.
* ropes got stuck on the board*
June: DIE LAH !! - was about to cry-
June: cannt cry, must prove to that motherfucker I can do it.
June: *looks down* no one looking at me.
June: * pulls the rope that's stuck to the board. *
instructor: FINALLY loooks up and noe my rope's stuck.
but I've alrd taken it out.
- sits on the board, keeps saying die. -
- die also want to prove that I can do it.-
-starts walking fast and wna cry alrd then legs
were all soft and shaking like a leaf, non-stop saying die .-

got down, and my legs couldnt stand in but I act
like I was ok. yeah. then went to shower
and dinner then.

hakim: keep quiet !
whole sec2: still talking like ther's no tomorrow.
hakim: keep quiet !
whole sec2: still talking.
hakim: keep quiet please.
whole sec2: still talking non stop.
some other instructor: KEEP QUIET !
whole sec2: - slience-
hakim: just now ask you all keep quiet for 3 times.
the 3rd time I even say please and you all still talking.
June: just now I also say please you still want to go play.

campfire and all. went to sleep and was damn happy.

Fuck.

send me all your vampires.