I'M ALIVE !!

OK, I think I said fuck more than 50 times on day 1.
I think that's a lot, way too much. I think I really must
stop this habit of saying it when I'm angry.
But I just got really fucked up on day1 and I really cant
stop using that word. haha .

Reached school and all, wasnt in the same grp
as any of my close friends and was kinda sad.
my group was group 9 ( GOOD CHARLOTTE )
WOOOOOOO !! GOOD CHARLOTTE ROCKS LAH!
I mean the band AND my group. woots !
Luckily I'm not in oasis luh ! I hate oasis the most.
I'm not talking about the group but I'm talking abt the band.
I HATE THAT BAND AND THAT BAND'S NAME.
HAHA.


We went to Raffles Marina first and did
rockclimbing and kayaking.
We did rock climbing first and wth, I couldnt reach
the top and that motherfucker instructor of GROUP 10,
NOT MY GROUP, just wont fucking let me down.
We are supposed to shout ' I'M FALLING ' when you want
to come down and this was what happened.

June: *hand aching like mad and really cant climb anymore
because I cant find any rocks for me to continue climbing
and my legs were too short to reach the part of the wall
which everyone used to continue climbing. *
hakim: talking to other pple.
June: I'M FALLING !
hakim: still talking.
June: I'M FALLING.
June: I'M FALLING.
hakim: no, continue climbing.
June: * trys to climb but still cant*
June: * still hanging on *
June: I'M FALLING.
June: I'M FALLING LAH !!
hakim: * dont care *
June: * lets go of the rock *
hakim: go on! climb !!! I dont care.
June: I cannot alraedy lah !
hakim: * dont respond * *holds on to the rope and dont let me dwn*
June: I cannot already, I'm falling..
hakim * finally lets me down*
hakim: ( uses some fuck irritating gu niang voice and says: )
hakim: I'M FALLING~ I'M FALLING ~

Fuck.

Kayaking, got scolded and diao-ed for 2 times
cos the boat was way too heavy for me to carry and
my hands were wet and the boat just slips of my hand
and BANG! the boat dropped. And my instructor, Sonya,
tot I purposely dropped it buy before she said anything
I shouted that it slipped of my hand lah ! Like fuck dude,
so heavy and still dont wna help me.

after that, shower a bit and took bus to Diary Farm.
sit beside this really cute guy, Marcus Tan.
haha! We were really tired and his bag was really big.
his bag took most of my seat's space and he was sleeping
along the ride. He's damn cute lah ~

Then I was really tired, I wanted to sleep already
but it was only 5pm and I dont have space to sleep.
My eyes were like half closed and I started hearing
Panic!'s song and I thought I was sooo dying to go home
and that I miss them SOO much that I can hear them singing..

then Bervin was sitting behind me and he
started kicking my seat and I turned around,
saw his hands with his phone and I knew he was
playing Panic!'s song. God, I tot I missed them so so much lah!
haha !

Then we had night hike and it was damn scary.
I was leading the girls and I cant see a thing.
and when we reach a place, I thought we reached
a huge river or sea then as we walk closer.
I thought it was a beach. rofl !
then when we reach there.. It was just a field.
It's really beautiful, the moon's really really bright
and the stars were really bright and there's alot too.
It's really nice luh !!

Then shower, showered real hell fast
cause other pple still have to shower. Unlike
those pple infront, so slow, talking their own sweet time
and the pple outside with me were complaining
and complaining non-stop. -.-
I was really tired and almost fell alsleep waiting
and they were shouting and complaining like they
wont get to shower like that. -.-

yah, slept and day 1 was over.

Fuck.