omg, it's tomarrow.
AHH. TOMARROW CAN? OMG LAH.

Hopefully the video wont be like the trailer.
Maybe the trailer's just out to scare the shit out of me.
and tomarrow I must make sure the doors are shut
closed and locked in case someone comes in and thinks
that I'm watching some porno stuffs but i'm not.

Dont tell me you really think I'm going to watch
some porn stuffs tomarrow. It's not going to happen.
I'm wont watch that kind of stuff.

I didnt read fan-fics for like 21657456years already.
I really need to start reading soon. haha !
But I need to go my grandma's hus soon. :'(
I'm so gonna rot there, being questioned why
the hell am I so unhappy and all. like wtf, you guys
should know the answers.

I'm so fucked up now. Thinking I have to go
to camp in 3 days time with no phone, no music,
no computer and no bed. Thinking that I have
to play those fuck dangerous games and shower for
less than 3 mins and eat nothing but vegetables.
I'M GOING TO DIE.

and my bag's really really small. only clothes
can fit into the bag. and I'm so gonna bring alot
of bag to school and to the camp. have to wish
good luck to my face and how heavy all those bags
will get. fuck.

I'm gonna miss you westlife and panic! .
I'm gonna miss the computer and all. :(
I'm gonna die there. I so dont wanna die at
this age and in a few days time. I so dont want.
Please help me, I dont wanna go to that
dangerous and lame camp. I wanna go to school
and study and come straight home. I dont wanna
go kayaking or rockclimbing. I DONT WANT !

Tuesday might be the last post of my life.
And you guys might need to attend my funeral
on Wednesday or Thrusday or Friday. Any of
these three days I might die anytime. )':
I'M TOO YOUNG TO DIE.

My sister is sure gonna freak out after reading this post.
This week is sure gonna be a hell of my life.
I so damn wanna fast forward this week. Fuck.

Video in 1 day. Camp in 3 days.


What if I die in 3 days time?
- june.