( You can ignore this part and move on to the second part cos this part has nothing much to write about. )

I've been trying to wake up my idea and accept the fact that Ryan has a girlfriend. But I just really cant cause I'm a slash fan. Sorry. Today was feeling all weird and sad. Trying hard not to let my mood take over me and not throwing my temper at my friends. I'm really sad today, really. It's not like emo or wanting to die or anything like that. It's pure sadness. It's so tiring, I hate this, I hate it. I really cannot stand it anymore.

JKGHADJKLFHAHKGSFJKAGUILDFGAKLHAEUKHKBVKLASJBFASJKLGHKJABFASLG.
ok, I feel 2 times better after typing that? ARGH, OK, I ADMIT IT, I CANT FUCKING ACCEPT THE FACT THAT RYAN HASNT BREAK UP WITH THAT GIRL. HAPPY? I SAID IT. IT'S LIKE TELLING ME SHANE(from the L word) HAS A BOYFRIEND AND LEFT CARMEN. IT'S SO DUMB. TELLING ME THAT A LESBIAN HAS A BOYFRIEND?! IT'S SO DAMN DUMB. It's exactly the same thing about Ryan ok? And Qian kept writing on my calculator that Ryan has a girlfriend. -.- ARGH, I shall write Hebe has a boyfriend and it's not Ella when I feel better. IT'S REVENGE TIME! HAHAH.

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Shufang didnt come to sch today lah, it was super weird without her. And there's class phototaking today lah! She's not in the photo with Celine. ARGH, 2 girls didnt take means it's not a class photo already ok. Home econ was fun, cooking is fun but I dont know how to cook. :/
I kept cutting the apples and eating them when it was for Thrusday's cooking. haha. Weimin and Qian ate the apples too hor! :D and I 'peel' or 'cut' (I dont know what's the method of removing the skin called) the skin of the apple for the first time in my life ! Is that cool?

We've finally talked. It's like over a week since we last talk. Is that cool?
Nothing much to write already. Good luck.

Get well soon, Shufang. <3

and I swear bden still loves ryro. Believe me. I swear.
<3