The funeral was shit. It's so small and there's not many people there. Francis korkor (ah boy)'s brother looks sickening. The atmosphere was weird, there's not much food and drinks), there's only a few tables. I cried after looking at him. It's too sad. I'm too emotional. I hate to see people die. I don't even knw him, never ever talked to him bfore and I'm crying for him. Sigh. Oh, I hate the Buddha song, I hate the way things are placed, I hate the place where they held the funeral, I dont ever want this kind of funeral. Please, I want it like the Helena video. Please, a church. And a Westlife song please.

Ok, at least my ahgong's funeral is better. Way better. At least it's more lively and not so damn dead. Ok, weirdest thing is, they are talking about stuffs that are totally not related to the funeral or the uncle. Wth. Talking about how fat they've grown since last time they saw each other. Wth?

And we talked to a old neighbour of my mum's. God, he looks and talks like 45-55+ yet he says he's turning 70 this year. I fucking died on the spot can? goddamn.

Ok, rewind back to early morning. Went to the temple near Bishan Park Secondary. Prayed my granddad and dad. grr. :( I cried, again. jasdhauhciusnfjkehkhdgabbaydgae. I miss my ahgong. Very much. If I die, we'll be together now.

What a day man. So dead. -ly

Ok, ah boy is so pitiful. I wanna hug him. :(
OUR AH BOY HAS FINALLY GROWN UP!! HE'S GETTING MARRIED!! (soon)