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Sunday, May 27, 2007

I'm actually blogging on the same day. ( In case you don't know) I just changed the dates.

I woke up, sick. I couldnt even walk straight. I thought I was drunk or someone was on my back and I can't walk properly. I managed to walk into the kitchen where my aunt was at and called her for like 5 times and realise: A) She pretend not to hear me OR B) I'm not loud enough OR C) I'm not even making any sound. And when she finally realised that I'm there. She asked me to go brush my teeth. ok,thanks alot.

Told her I'm sick and my mum woke up. She told us my aunt's bro (my uncle) just died this morning. I don't know what to say. I was lying on the bed, my aunt came in. She didnt cry, didnt say anything. I asked her if she's ok. She said she's alright and she's glad that he's gone. He won't have to suffer anymore. I could heard her voice shaking though I cant see her face cause I wasnt wearing my spectacles. I know she's sad, she just doesnt want to show it infront of me and I cried cause I breaks my heart to see her like this.

I went to the doctor, ate. and for the first time in my whole life, I ate slowly. Even slower than Weimin. Even slower than Jazreel. Omg, imagine how slow I was. Haha. Reached home, slept while aunt and sis visit my grandma. I didnt go! :(

I think I have this weird thing. When someone related to me dies, I will have fever on that day. It's creepy. The day when my ahgong died, I woke up with fever too. Creepy huh?

send me all your vampires.